Is this what i get for being too nice to someone? OUCH. Im hurt. YES. Im speechless. and th hurt it too much for me to even tell you. Its worst than being left by your boyfriend okay. why does it always happen when it comes to us. But its A-okay when it comes to him? okay. you might be reading this post, i am disappointed with you. Who's been th one who kept you standing strong till today? him, US or is there someone else? What happen to US, mean th 3 of us? You know you can depend on us but why dint you? Why arent you coming for prom? Why did you tag me saying that you're not coming for prom? WHY????? fine you said you cant go online. sorry but i cant accept that reason. you could've call us instead. what happen to your hp? to call him only? just why is it so hard for you to talk to us? look im not being mean here, im just being realistic. im fucking disappointed okay. *headdesk*

im telling you this now once and for all. I, no. WE. WE've given up on you okay. dont think that we dont care about you. We did. but you just never realised. want me to enjoy th prom. ha! of course i will, even without you telling me. its so fucking obvious that everyone's gna enjoy that night. what? to think that im sad that you're not there. dream. i suppose you've forgotten you had a hard time paying up th fees for prom and you happily said that you've got th dress. and now is like less than a week you easily said that you're not coming. BULLSHIT! im not taking in any of your shits this time darling. i have had enough. too much rather.


i dont want to see you or hear from you anymore.

I was down thinking about you when my friend called me. Th funny thing is that. its th first time we talk after knowing each other for 5 years. yes. FIVE years. LOL!! instead of talking we were actually laughing throughout th whole conversation. supposingly he needed my help and a listening ear. but then we went out of topic and made each other's day much better[eventho it was th last few hours before th day ends] (: as i expected. he thought i was arrogant. but then today's conversation changed it all. hahaha! it was a fun n tiring phone call i had after soo long. we had a good laugh. thanks!

so yea. never ever judge me by th first look okay. please. its not that i want to have a bad first impression. but God made me this way. what should i do? dont expect me to smile to everyone out there right? hahaha! and those who know me obviously know that, i'll be there when you need me. im just a phone call away.

LOVES,
-IN-