A little too much.

okay i think i've overspent. AGAIN. well i woke up superr late today. so this is what i plan to do today actually. just go to clementi to check th letterbox for th bursary thing and then prolly go home or smth since it was raining. however, this was what i did. I went to my aunty house to get my cousin since i ask her to accompany me. Thanks love. So we went all th way to clementi. After checking th letterbox, there wasnt any bursary stuffs but just my bank statement. So after that we walk around clementi. Then decided to go JP. since mummy, thats my aunty, is going to finish work soon. We reach JP at bout 3plus, walked around dint think of shopping [yet]. went to toys r us and make a fool out of ourselves as usual. stopped whenever we realise someone is looking at us. hahaahhaha! after going round the whole of toys r us, went to other shops walk around and finally we waited for mummy at McCafe. about 5 plus mummy came. so walk around again and still i dint thought of spending. haha. Then sis called me up to look for some stuffs at Baleno, sadly its out of stock, but i say smth else instead. they're selling Lycra top for $10 each. which i think its kinda cheap, eventho Giordano selling it for $8, but min 4 pieces. so yea i got 2 top, black n white. *POOF* there goes $20. finally Hazlyn got her shoes, then we went for dinner at KFC. After that we went into Red2 since mummy wna look for some top. she tried on some but only got one. That was when i saw this cute dress. i wanted to TRY only but it got stuck to me instead. Haha! *POOF* there goes my $36. in total i spend $56. okayy i spend enough already. i think i spend about $100 in less than a week. thats bad laa.. hahha. so we left JP at around.. 8plus or 9.

blame it on the rainy season that i shop alot. haha! because since its raining i decided not to leave th shopping center. and as i continue to walk around, i will sure to see something thats gna catch my attention which im gna end up buying it. bleah!

tmr. prolly meeting AD at TM. she wna do her shopping. not me okay. i've overspent!! Proms coming and i need to save up for manicure/pedicure and prolly hair/make-up. hehehe. and yes. i hope it would stop raining. Its making me so sad and.. I miss th sun badly. ):

im feeling down now. weird but im like feeling down almost every night. there's just no more tears for me to shed. i just hate this feeling. it totally sucks. i wna be happy but i cant. something is bothering me. but im unsure of it myself.. been having weird dreams lately, about th past. i miss th old times, where i had FUN. i tried not to think about it but i do miss 'S'. alot i can say. but of all people.. why him? why?? i wish i knew th answer. )':

i suppose thats all i can say noww. take care <3


LOVES,
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*what hurt me most is knowing i cant stop loving you*