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hello. finally im back after so long. Life's been very busy. Especially with work and also shifting back to Clementi. I sihfted back officially to clementi on Friday, 12JAN. Home Sweet Home. (: however, life definitely gotta change for me. There's only th 2 of us now at home. That's Mom&me. There'll be more responsibility for me now because i havent been doing th things im supposed to. More housework for me. I havent been doing any of th housework for about 2 to 3 years since i stayed in with Sis. its th maid hu's been doing it all. So yea, im back at home now and i've gotta do it all. and of course, life's been quiet without my 2 sweethearts. i miss them so much. i already feel th loneliness deep down which makes me cry every night as i went to sleep. im not gna hear any screaming nor cryings. no one's gna climb up my bed and jump on me to wake me up early n th morning. i'll reach home after work, tired, and of course home alone. unlike before where th moment i reach home, th kids gna start screaming, run to me and give me a big hug and take all th tiredness away. i will and have to get use to this situation. i will remain strong. 2007 is going to be a different year for me. how different, GOD knows. (:


*ouch* im down with Gastric. why? because i skipped lunch which i am not supposed to. i had no mood to eat lunch. i need to be forced to eat, else i wont. serious. strange but true. i can forget about my meals and not eat until someone tells me to. i hope th pains gna go away soon. i mean really soon. it really is hurting me. i cant even breath properly now. wokay wokay.. im fine. (:

-im going crazy talking to Adorra on th phone now.-

so yeap. i'll update really soon.

LOVES,
-IN-