you have no idea how much i hate mood swings. especially those which i cant even control them when i want to. i could just cry at that moment without any particular reasons. it really sucks big time. today wasnt a good day like how i wanted and expected it to be. As planned i was suppose to meet Ad to NP red camp programme today morning. however mummy came up last minute saying that she wants to go IKEA in th morning to get th mirror. i was so f'ed up th moment she told me that. Firstly i just got back home from work im totally shag. and th first thing i knew was i've gta cancel my plan. Fuck. Th thing that irritate me th most is.. NOW(1856hrs) im at home with th kids and th maid while mummy and sis are both out. Sis as usual out for some dinner and tell me to look after her kids. WTF you take a maid for? irritatingly annoying then again mummy's out to visit her aunty at th hospital. so here i am, at home, minding my own business, leaving th kids to th maid. God knows what time they'll be back. This brings me to another issue. i couldnt understand mothers! IM 17 turning 18 mind you. you need NOT control me nor be worried about me 24-7 like as if im a 7 year old girl. you need not call me every 30 mins to ask me where i am, knowing that im either at WORK or on th way HOME. and yes i may end work late at times, that depends on th days. If you're so very worried about me might as well i stay at home 24-7 or either follow you everywhere you go. f'ed up! i suppose sis understand my thoughts and feelings about th matter. so this was wat she said to mummy when she kept asking me what im gna get for dinner tonight and if i've got cash with me, yada yada yada.. -"mom, could you please stop worrying about her for once. she's 17 la." however i pretended as if i heard nothing. LOL.

talking about work. MY PAY IS NOT IN YET! irritating!!
IN's PISSED!

LOVES,
-IN-