goodbyes

There's nothing i can say to change the way you feel
but right now my heart's broken and you wont let it heal.
For once in my life i thought we were real
now i see the truth, a love that would kill.
I wna say goodbye & let you go
but im stuck in the trap with nothing to show
My soul is shattered & im feeling low
Yet i still love you & im sure you know.
You tore me apart and put me away
you cut me so deep with every word you say
i can see the evil in you since the first day
but i still pretended to be okay
You saw the pain when you look into my eyes
but that doesnt stop you from telling lies
Every night i hide my silent cries
just thinking of ways to say goodbye
Please stop this torture you put me through
even if it means i'll never see you

This is the worse than anything I'd ever do
but i guess i cared too much for you
Now my feelings have start changing fast
No way we could ever last
I guess for you, its just too much to ask
Im sorry but for once im taking off this mask
If you ever cared, you would still be here
No more will i shed anymore tear.

*how long must wait? how long must i pretend?*