they called me again.

YES AGAIN. for the second time today.

i dont know if i should just try to go for it

or just tell them that im not interested.

well i dont mind just trying and go for it.

okay. i dint thought they would call me up.

imodel call me up and ask me to come down.

yea this is not the first time this kind of companies are calling me up.

so okay la, told mom about it yesterday.

first she told me, i CAN go and check it out.

but then i was just telling her about some of the company will have contract, some need to pay and stuffs.

THEN..! she change her mind in a split second and say that she DONT WANT me to go. i was like whaaaat?!?!

then she says if i really want, ask sis about it.

fine whatever okay.

i am so irritated, disappointed, all whatever emotions la.

i dno but you never like what i enjoy doing do you?

fine with modelling laaa.

come to think of it, i stopped my passion and love for netball because you dint want me to continue.

you stopped me from what i enjoy doing instead of supporting me.

i just dont understand you mother. seriously.

just what do you want me to do?

what do you want me to be?

i dont know
i dont know

i really dont know.

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